Emma is really excited! We took her to the doctors appointment with us and she was in awe to be able to see the baby! She points to my tummy all the time and says "You have a baby". She also loves to kiss my tummy too. She is going to be a great big sister. She also likes to look at the ultra sound picture. She wants us to show her where the head and everything is....which you can't see. The baby is so small we tell her, but she still wants to know, so we "show" her. She loves it. The first time we "showed" her she said "oh" and left the room then we heard her yell "I can't see it!!" We had to laugh, because we can't either. :)
We are due June 10th. I am super nervous. I hope I can be a good mother to another baby and Emma! Emma has been so, oh, I don't know the word....hard. :) I just feel so inadequate, but I want another child and I want her to have siblings, so here we go!! Just pray I have a quiet one next. :)
I have been a little sick. The normal nausea and my sense of smell is through the roof, but I am dealing with it. Tyler was out of town all last week and I thought I wasn't going to make it. I was not cut out to be a single mom. It was so hard. Being sick and being alone with Emma was tough. He came home on Saturday and life has been heavenly!!! I love him so much. He has been so good to me and takes such good care of us. He took this whole week off so I have him home and I am enjoying every minute of it. Oh, the joy! Absence makes the heart grow fonder and more grateful too. :)
